how great is our God!
as of yesterday i didn't have a penny to my name, and as this reality hit me i began down the path of doubt, confusion, fear. how could this possibly be happening to me again? and i let it! i quit my job (good income/great job) paid off the last of my bills and now i was left with nothing. then i heard his voice speaking softly at first then it began to come in more clearly. ""what are you doing?" i'm freaking out what rare you doing? God please tell me this is what you want me to be doing, seriously i need to know that you are going to be taking care of me cause i am FREAKING OUT!! "i have everything undercontrol andrea, just trust the process". trust the process! trust the process! my god, i have been through "this" process a few too many times before and not only is it hard but it seriously sucked. no income, debt building up, no hope...oh ya and no God in my life either. it's funny how quickly i forget that sometimes. that's right i did not have God in my life those times and the last time once i surrendered it over to you.. you really came through for me. your right i do trust you, i trust you with every aspect of my life, financial, spiritual, emotional, everything. sorry.. "it's alright, i have great plans for you, and together we will see them through, i would not call you to ireland only to abandon you once you got there. i love you. i have your whole life planned out already, you just have to follow my lead." love God.
it's funny cause when i got to youth last night there was a package waiting for me, an over sized t-shirt and $10! that ten bucks might as well have been a million cause i seriously felt like i won the lottery. you see it was at that moment i realized God's got my back, i will never be without again. i will never suffer like i have in the past simply because, i have a God in my life who wants to see me succeed, grow, and life life to the fullest. i don't need millions of dollars (although i ain't gonna lie i still dream of winning the lottery) i have everything i need, i have people who love me, a roof over my head and of course a God who loves me. it does'nt get any better then this.
God bless you God.
Love andrea xoxoxoxoxo
as of yesterday i didn't have a penny to my name, and as this reality hit me i began down the path of doubt, confusion, fear. how could this possibly be happening to me again? and i let it! i quit my job (good income/great job) paid off the last of my bills and now i was left with nothing. then i heard his voice speaking softly at first then it began to come in more clearly. ""what are you doing?" i'm freaking out what rare you doing? God please tell me this is what you want me to be doing, seriously i need to know that you are going to be taking care of me cause i am FREAKING OUT!! "i have everything undercontrol andrea, just trust the process". trust the process! trust the process! my god, i have been through "this" process a few too many times before and not only is it hard but it seriously sucked. no income, debt building up, no hope...oh ya and no God in my life either. it's funny how quickly i forget that sometimes. that's right i did not have God in my life those times and the last time once i surrendered it over to you.. you really came through for me. your right i do trust you, i trust you with every aspect of my life, financial, spiritual, emotional, everything. sorry.. "it's alright, i have great plans for you, and together we will see them through, i would not call you to ireland only to abandon you once you got there. i love you. i have your whole life planned out already, you just have to follow my lead." love God.
it's funny cause when i got to youth last night there was a package waiting for me, an over sized t-shirt and $10! that ten bucks might as well have been a million cause i seriously felt like i won the lottery. you see it was at that moment i realized God's got my back, i will never be without again. i will never suffer like i have in the past simply because, i have a God in my life who wants to see me succeed, grow, and life life to the fullest. i don't need millions of dollars (although i ain't gonna lie i still dream of winning the lottery) i have everything i need, i have people who love me, a roof over my head and of course a God who loves me. it does'nt get any better then this.
God bless you God.
Love andrea xoxoxoxoxo
posted by Andrea at 10/12/2006
1 Comments:
Hey Andrea;
God is truely amazing. I hope that things are going well wtih you and that God is continuing to fill your life with special ten dollar bills and t-shirts to encourage trust and show you how he loves to take care of the details. If you ever need any prayer or anything don't hesitate to contact me.
Blessings,
Adam
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